i spent most of my day at work day dreaming. My job is relatively easy in comparison to most, i move shit, doesn't take much brain power. However, it leaves me opportunity to explore my deepest thoughts and desires. True day dreaming, much like a lucid dream, you can control what happens and what your thinking of. My body went to work and my mind went off on its own. I was in this perfect place and wished i could of stayed there. The thing that shocks me is that this perfect place....isnt what you'd think it would be. Im not dreaming of endless money and buying the world. I'm not dreaming of flying around the world via super powers. Im not dreaming of my celebrity crush, Kate Beckinsale I'm still available. Im in a simple place, I'm with one person doing literally the most generic shit. Waking up with, sharing food at a diner with friends, having conversations that end up in laughter. Staring into a endless expanse of stars. Breathing long and deep at the beach. There is no special activity thats being done, its literally just life and it makes me happy lol. i smile like a fucking lunatic. the auto pilot body doing my work, while the mind is dreaming of a simple but unique scenario. Caught myself smiling 3 times today at work which is just absurd.
The mind has ways of destroying us from the inside out if we let it. Depressions and anxiety can ruin a person, but every once in a while if you just turn on auto pilot, your brain will adjust. Its when we dwell on the worst that we are our worst. Its when we can't find a better reason that we think of only the negative. Find a simple place to think about when your starting to lose control. Not to get all happy gilmore on you but find a happy place. If you don't have any one in your life, Think of me giving you a gigantic smile and a thumb up because if you take time to read this, then i have time to enlighten your life for a moment.